Sarah ScritchSep 21, 2019The Bipolar Roller Coaster. You Must Be This Tall To Ride.From crying in despair to okay then crying in hopelessness then back to okay. It felt as though I was on the worst roller coaster ride ever.
Sarah ScritchSep 5, 2019The Beasts That Lie Within. I Had No Idea What was In Store for My Life.I didn’t know better. I had no idea the beasts (bipolar, ADHD, depression) that I would be faced with slaying for the rest of my life.
Sarah ScritchAug 30, 2019Depressive Blows and Enraged OverreactionsI was reflecting back since the time I started my Ketamine treatments. I realized since starting Ketamine I have not had one.
Sarah ScritchAug 21, 2019The Wild Wild West of Mood ShiftsBipolar & Treatment Resistant Depression are a bitch. They can feel like the Wild West of Mood Shifts. Everyday, underscored by instability.
Sarah ScritchAug 10, 2019Suicidal Ideation...Personally, I Finally Had to Give in & Let Lithium Take the WheelIt has officially been over 2 weeks since my last treatment. I can say without a doubt, this past week especially, has been hell.
Sarah ScritchAug 2, 2019The K-Hole LongevityKetamine Round 4 and bipolar depression had quite the stand off. For the first time, I feel as though I got some longevity out of my dose.
Sarah ScritchJul 29, 2019Bat Country - Ketamine Treatment 3Remember the movie Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas? Well, with round 3 bipolar depression treatment we once again up’d the ketamine dose.
Sarah ScritchJul 22, 2019Treatment Resistant Depression - Ketamine Round 2I couldn't help but wonder, "Was it a bad sign that the ketamine wore off so quickly after round 1?" My anxiety quickly popped up.
Sarah ScritchJul 18, 2019TRD & Special K - Ketamine Round 1At this point in my life I feel as though I could be a pharmacist. I just never knew that Special K, Ketamine would be a part of my arsenal.