The Bipolar Roller Coaster. You Must Be This Tall To Ride.
From crying in despair to okay then crying in hopelessness then back to okay. It felt as though I was on the worst roller coaster ride ever.
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The Beasts That Lie Within. I Had No Idea What was In Store for My Life.
I didn’t know better. I had no idea the beasts (bipolar, ADHD, depression) that I would be faced with slaying for the rest of my life.
Depressive Blows and Enraged Overreactions
I was reflecting back since the time I started my Ketamine treatments. I realized since starting Ketamine I have not had one.
The Wild Wild West of Mood Shifts
Bipolar & Treatment Resistant Depression are a bitch. They can feel like the Wild West of Mood Shifts. Everyday, underscored by instability.
Suicidal Ideation...Personally, I Finally Had to Give in & Let Lithium Take the Wheel
It has officially been over 2 weeks since my last treatment. I can say without a doubt, this past week especially, has been hell.
The K-Hole Longevity
Ketamine Round 4 and bipolar depression had quite the stand off. For the first time, I feel as though I got some longevity out of my dose.
Bat Country - Ketamine Treatment 3
Remember the movie Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas? Well, with round 3 bipolar depression treatment we once again up’d the ketamine dose.
Treatment Resistant Depression - Ketamine Round 2
I couldn't help but wonder, "Was it a bad sign that the ketamine wore off so quickly after round 1?" My anxiety quickly popped up.
TRD & Special K - Ketamine Round 1
At this point in my life I feel as though I could be a pharmacist. I just never knew that Special K, Ketamine would be a part of my arsenal.
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