Sarah ScritchSep 21, 2019The Bipolar Roller Coaster. You Must Be This Tall To Ride.From crying in despair to okay then crying in hopelessness then back to okay. It felt as though I was on the worst roller coaster ride ever.
Sarah ScritchAug 30, 2019Depressive Blows and Enraged OverreactionsI was reflecting back since the time I started my Ketamine treatments. I realized since starting Ketamine I have not had one.
Sarah ScritchAug 21, 2019The Wild Wild West of Mood ShiftsBipolar & Treatment Resistant Depression are a bitch. They can feel like the Wild West of Mood Shifts. Everyday, underscored by instability.
Sarah ScritchAug 14, 2019Treatment Resistant Depression - It’s Okay, I Don’t Know How to Talk About Suicide, EitherA few weeks ago I attempted to take my life. Well, I intentionally took too many pills in a desperate need to end the pain & get some sleep.
Sarah ScritchAug 10, 2019Suicidal Ideation...Personally, I Finally Had to Give in & Let Lithium Take the WheelIt has officially been over 2 weeks since my last treatment. I can say without a doubt, this past week especially, has been hell.
Sarah ScritchJul 22, 2019Treatment Resistant Depression - Ketamine Round 2I couldn't help but wonder, "Was it a bad sign that the ketamine wore off so quickly after round 1?" My anxiety quickly popped up.
Sarah ScritchJul 18, 2019TRD & Special K - Ketamine Round 1At this point in my life I feel as though I could be a pharmacist. I just never knew that Special K, Ketamine would be a part of my arsenal.