Updated: Sep 9, 2019
Not quite good enough.
Not quite the "norm."
Not quite the success.
Not quite the victor.
Not quite a positive.
Constantly falling short of expectations.
A disappointment from the start.
Never quite fulfilling my part.
I don't know why.
I don't know what's wrong.
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Drowning in life
Lost and confused
Turning for help in all of the wrong methods
Digging myself a deeper hole
Not quite sure of my soul
Pretty sure everyone has given up on me
Didn't fit in from the beginning
I always had a different plan
Very few actually that understand
Torn apart everyday in my head
Wishing I could get some resolve
Just want to find someone who can relate
Not quite your average girl.