A few weeks ago I attempted to take my life. Well, I intentionally took too many pills in a desperate need to end the pain & get some sleep.
It has officially been over 2 weeks since my last treatment. I can say without a doubt, this past week especially, has been hell.
Ketamine Round 4 and bipolar depression had quite the stand off. For the first time, I feel as though I got some longevity out of my dose.
Remember the movie Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas? Well, with round 3 bipolar depression treatment we once again up’d the ketamine dose.
I couldn't help but wonder, "Was it a bad sign that the ketamine wore off so quickly after round 1?" My anxiety quickly popped up.
At this point in my life I feel as though I could be a pharmacist. I just never knew that Special K, Ketamine would be a part of my arsenal.
Receiving a diagnosis such as bipolar or depression or ADHD or any diagnosis can sometimes feel like a hit to the self-esteem.
Exercise. How many times have I heard from those not in the know, exercise is supposed to be just as good as an anti-depressant?
I have gone through periods of my life where the mere thought of stepping out of my apartment generated paralyzing anxiety.
Whether you are living with depression, anxiety, bipolar or just plain living, our default thought process is to go to negativity.